Audition monologue for Next To Normal?

I have an audition for Next To Normal coming up in a couple or weeks, and I m having a hard time picking a monologue. I m trying for Natalie, so I want to find a monologue that fits her. I m doing "Lifeboat" from Heathers for my song. I m just getting tripped up on what monologue to do. Thanks in advance.
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Hey

I'd try looking into monologues from the show Come From Away. I'd also advise you not to use Lifeboat in your audition since so many people sing Heather's, try finding a song that'll set you apart from the crowd.