Is my clit/vagina broken?

Background information: I’m a fifteen y/o girl, and no, I am not the only teenager in the world to be sexually active. I ordered a vibrator off the internet (and made sure the packaging wasn’t damaged+to clean it before and after use) but the most that happened was it made me have to pee. It was like I was getting shocked down there, and not in the good way. I’ve experimented with my fingers and things like capped markers before, but nothing ever made me ***. I’m scared something I’ve been doing since I was young made my clit desensitized. This probably needs more explaining. Back before I even knew what masturbating was, I did so by mashing my foot against my vagina through my clothes. It’s not even a fetish thing?? Feet are just feet. I think it was closer to grinding than anything. But now that’s the only way I can orgasm, and I’m scared I won’t ever be able to have normal sex. If it changes anything, I’m a lesbian. I really need help. I don’t know any other ways to masturbate/have sex except oral and I can’t practice that on myself. I need to know if I actually could have made my clit less sensitive and how to fix it if I did. Please don’t answer telling me I’m too young to be masturbating or whatever b/c I’m asking a legitimate question‼️
Answers

J

Its a lot more difficult to desensitized than people think in regards to this you would literally have to by using enough force to damage nerve endings and considering your age these could still easily repair themselves. Also the fact that it felt like you where getting shocked is a very good indication you are actually still very sensitive down there. As far as getting off plenty of woman have struggled with this as they don't have the mind body connection in enough ways to make them trigger an orgasm Its an entirely new experience for your body and your nerves. Try looking around the net you will find a lot of women who struggled to achieve there first orgasm or struggled breaking free of being able to get off except for one particular way. If the vibrator isn't feeling good then your just not ready for one or it doesn't provide a stimulation your body enjoys both of these factors can change over time so don't feel defeated about it. As far as you getting off its just a matter of getting comfortable and finding the right mindset to bring yourself to climax through new forms of stimulation after you get off the first time in a new way the next time will be easier and then easier still as you continue on until it is just a natural way to get off that you don't even have to get the might set right for. So just work your way up into new comfort zones and don't try and make huge jumps if you use to grind against your foot then move onto using fingers then maybe something like more solid toys then maybe vibrators. Also there are plenty of health experts and bloggers that write informative articles on this stuff and can give plenty of useful tips and ideas on masturbation and its worth spending some time to read. It never hurts to have a better understanding of how your own body works by doing some research it might also give you some insight for the future when you eventually have a sexual partner and ways to please them.

lala

Its because your experience is new with a vibrator if it make you pee maybe ;;you just irritate a bit your clitoris Do not panic everything will be OK