Scared of seeing religious people?

Yeah so some really weird sh*t started happening to me in 2015.. a shirt button appeared on the dash of my car while I went to get fuel & for some strange reason I felt like it was to preoccupy my mind.. then that night I saw death at the side of the road (8ft dressed in black cloth pure bone and a giant sickle) but when I looked fully he didn't disapear but I got this random feeling to put my highbeams on and keep going.. later on that night someone got ran over there and died literally opposite where he was...ok then a few months later I start getting stabbing pains through my hands and feet (like Jesus type things) and I'm getting images in my head of me naked with a gun and I shot myself in the head... I had a cat at the time & the same night I had a dream(death was there again) that my cat fell off of my balcony and I ran down to save him and he had been dipped in acid... ok so 2 weeks later my cat was found dead at the side of the road... ok then I bought a cross, same day as I bought the cross I got stabbed by someone randomly... few weeks later and I sold my old car and got a different one for a change to forget everything bad... like the first time I drove it I literally saw death in my mirror sitting in the back seat and pulled over to call my mom.. then it pretended to be a kid so id let it in..anyway I've been trying to get help but I feel it wants death of anyone religious so I'm scared of going into religious places etc to get help???
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Sukrit

Don't be scared. Religion is one of the best thing. All have mercy. No bad ones in the world. May all know about Paticca-samuppada right now.