I need a new hobby?
Have you tried chess? There are online servers like chess.com where you can play live for free. Or maybe that's not your thing--it does require a clear-thinking, focused mind, and not everyone is up for it. . <I don't all that much though because it's tiring.> Yes, but that makes you stronger. I'm a weakling now, but back when I was fab, I could do 100-mile bicycle rides in mountainous terrain. Don't underestimate the importance of exercise for your long-term survival. . <I'm an avid learner about: The paranormal> Yeah, I was too, when I was 14. You get over it. At least most of us do. . <I'm an avid learner about: Outer space> Sure. Then why isn't stargazing isn't one of your listed hobbies? You can see a hell of a lot just sitting outside in a lawn chair with a pair of binoculars and a star chart. But maybe you live somewhere that's not practical; obviously it might not be for an urban high-rise occupant. Have you at least loaded up a planetarium program on your computer? You could invest some time into learning about the Universe that way. Last time I checked Sellarium is free for the PC, and just a few bucks for a mobile version. https://stellarium.org/ . .
Hiking! You can find the fright trails for you. I’m sure there’s mellow ones. Learning an instrument. Playing video games. Riding my longboard. Those are mine.
paranormal? ghosts = demons; bleeding walls = blood plasma supplied by demons; demons never do good. outer space? nobody lives on other planets; demons fly in ufo ships; don't go inside a ufo ship to be healed by demons. if u go into the woods without others it's dangerous because giant worms may eat u because they will use hypnosis on u. they hear u underground because u make noise when u walk down the road collecting mushrooms. but if u see one behind u, u have to run; if no time to run, pray to Jesus. when u pray to Jesus u will end up a few kilometers / miles away from where u started praying. perfect hobby = Jesus prayer; forgive me.